Don't you often find yourself pondering?

Missing someone is a painful experience I never thought I would so terribly miss one human male. A pulsing surge of new, longing energy, I have never quite emotionally felt before. This sensation is likely to be a high infatuation. Love is too much like a drug, I tried to avoid it but after so much exposure to it, I began to crave it more and more. Forgive me if I am wrong, my mentality is disarranged and unable to function properly. Every psychiatrist in the world is tired and fed up with adolescents falling in and out of love as often as one leaves their home and goes back inside.

It is complicated… but I must say I do certainly agree with the psychiatrists’ outlook on adolescent love and I will ridicule myself to prove that they are right. There should be a clear message... no wrong terminology... a clear warning that love makes us do crazy things. Instead, that small but profoundly noteworthy warning is subliminal. A mere hum in the background of the loud commotion of chemicals firing between neurons at a billion per second. Makes you ponder.