I am both logical and imaginative. I’ve always been a daydreamer and a nightthinker. My ego is nerdy/random; I often have deep inquisitions about the Universe. My Universe is quite abstruse but mostly harmless. If you pursue my friendship, give me chocolate. Statistically, I'm normal, but by my twisted logic, I have an incentive that cries: survival of the uniquest!
Most writers would consider this a "Stream of Consciousness". I call this "Mind Junk".
Flood my brain out with music. I believe it changes how I experience the world. Music played privately in your ears gives a hue of a different color to your perspective. The lyrics, instruments, and applied meaning can turn any environment into a different once. If one of my five (possibly six) senses is in a different reality; that takes me closer to where I want to be. I wish I could be born again on a different planet where civilization had contact with other planets. That awareness would provide hope that we are not alone. I discovered my true fear. For quite some time I was puzzled because I wasn’t sure if my fear existed. My fear is to lose consciousness. It happens several times throughout the day where my brain becomes oblivious to the fact that it will eventually die, and it’s possibly all over. Do all agnostics live under this constant fear? I never want to lose consciousness, to run on an automatic algorithm called “conformity”. Millions of people are programmed to do and become nothing.
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