Define: Michangelina

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I am both logical and imaginative. I’ve always been a daydreamer and a nightthinker. My ego is nerdy/random; I often have deep inquisitions about the Universe. My Universe is quite abstruse but mostly harmless. If you pursue my friendship, give me chocolate. Statistically, I'm normal, but by my twisted logic, I have an incentive that cries: survival of the uniquest!

My theory of "Opposite Complexity".

Well, hello... An abstruse jumble of nonsense has been spinning around in my head lately-- making me rather dizzy. Originally, I experienced all of this as emotions-- and then later it developed into words. I can't make much sense into them--
So rather, I had a sudden urge to write this. It's supposed to be confusing. Don't worry.
Just read it-- it's only a fragment of my twisted logic.

OPPOSITE COMPLEX

written by Michangelina

The theory of opposite complexity:
So he came into existence.
THE END

No, it's the beginning.
--but all the same.

A part of my living soul
...sub-conscious matter...
We have never been separated

Insane hindsight bias
Psycho! (???) Freak!
Fire, painstakingly profound
M I S I N T E R P R E T A T I O N S
Sanity is not statistical.
Expansive probability
Random probability? No.
Trapped into his eyes; these huge black holed eyes
Tripped into a parallel universe; this infinite universe
Welcome to Alpha Centauri?
Yes. Alpha Centauri welcomes me to the afterlife...
I am showered in rose petals.
To find him only in death--
I'd die for the opposite complex
Black holed eyes
Dive into them with fiery desire and lust

While quickly disappearing--
Vanished. (???) Nothing.

THE BEGINNING

No, it's the end.
--but all the same.

4 comments:

Koishii_Ookami said...

Holy cow, Micki. What in the world. I didn't even really read it. This is just odd. lol.

Michangelina said...

"Odd"?

I'm afraid it's much worse then that.

Cigydd said...

OK, I fear the M I S U N D E R S T A N D I N G but taken as poetry, it doesn't have to be understood by logic. It doesn't have to be understandable at all, in my opinion ☺ I still find some opposite complexity here, imagining every end is a new beginning, the universe also employed in that ☺ Or, as an alternative, all beginnings are part of one big start and all ends are part of one goal and purpose.
Please excuse this twisted answer. Please don't try to decode it too deeply ☺

Michangelina said...

Thank you Cigydd. You have an excellent perspective on this poem. You observed the depth of my poem, which was my intention for readers to see...

Actually... I think you made more sense out of my poem then I did... lol... It still confuses me! :)

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