I've been listening to The Scientist on loop now. For those who are familiar with Coldplay, you have an idea of what my sad little demeanor is. The lyrics describe so well what the heck is going on in my life. No other artist can do that for me.

The Scientist
"Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start."